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cruelhybrid (12:00:34 AM): nice
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:01:00 AM): what quiz are you doing
cruelhybrid (12:01:15 AM): i havent picked one yet
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:01:29 AM): oops – I just got a warning from anti virus
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:01:59 AM): I just closed that window – I’ll look for another site.
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:02:03 AM): How is your show?
cruelhybrid (12:02:21 AM): over
cruelhybrid (12:02:27 AM): but it was good
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:02:27 AM): ah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:02:55 AM): that’s good
cruelhybrid (12:05:24 AM): ok I found one
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:05:31 AM): ok
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:06:28 AM): your b-day is August 24, right?
cruelhybrid (12:09:14 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:09:34 AM): k- just making sure I remember
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:10:02 AM): I just found a different website and took: What type of kisser are you?
cruelhybrid (12:10:16 AM): ooohhh fun
cruelhybrid (12:10:26 AM): so mine didnt pan out
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:10:32 AM): why?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:12:07 AM): did you want to know the result of the kissing one?
cruelhybrid (12:13:23 AM): yeah
cruelhybrid (12:14:04 AM): it was a hot or not survey and didnt give me results
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:14:09 AM): Playful kisser
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:14:13 AM): ah
cruelhybrid (12:15:22 AM): playful huh?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:15:38 AM): yup
cruelhybrid (12:16:26 AM): so how are you a Playful kisser
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:16:42 AM): these quizzes were created by 12 year olds or something – but I just took a “Are you Hot, Sexy, Ugly, Pretty, Geeky?”
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:16:58 AM): I got “You ARE HOTT!!!”
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:17:00 AM): haha
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:17:06 AM): anyway – playful kisser?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:17:25 AM): I don’t know – that’s what the result was on the quiz
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:17:37 AM): I guess I don’t disagree
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:17:41 AM): I love kissing
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:17:46 AM): it’s what I miss the most
cruelhybrid (12:17:58 AM): well you defenetly are HOT
cruelhybrid (12:18:08 AM): I bet
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:18:29 AM): thank you, by the way
cruelhybrid (12:18:32 AM): and I wish could kiss you right now
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:18:53 AM): you have no idea how much I want that too
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:20:11 AM): now you’re going to blame me for another nose bleed
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:20:12 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (12:20:48 AM): havent gotten one yet:)
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:21:03 AM): is that a challenge?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:21:08 AM): 
cruelhybrid (12:21:12 AM): hehehe
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:21:24 AM): Oh – here you go :-*
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:21:31 AM): haha
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:21:40 AM): not the same
cruelhybrid (12:21:50 AM): no 
cruelhybrid (12:21:58 AM): but thank you
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:22:32 AM): I was thinking I could justify a kiss on the cheek, but I’m scared to do it because I don’t know if I could stop there
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:22:35 AM): so sad
cruelhybrid (12:23:03 AM): i dont think i could either
cruelhybrid (12:23:56 AM): if i were to lean in like that aiming for you cheek i would miss and hit your lips
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:24:24 AM): and that would be bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:24:31 AM): because there would be no stopping
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:24:44 AM): bad, bad, bad, bad
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:25:07 AM): as often as I’ve WANTED to do it – I know that would be bad
cruelhybrid (12:25:22 AM): but ohh so good
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:25:58 AM): bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:25:59 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (12:26:05 AM): hehe
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:26:19 AM): convincing myself that that would be BAD –
cruelhybrid (12:26:37 AM): god I want you so bad right now… I cant stand it
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:27:00 AM): I’m to that point too
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:27:27 AM): foreplay quiz results:
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:27:58 AM): What kind of foreplay are you? (I didn’t know you could BE a type of foreplay – but whatever)
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:28:13 AM): I got passionate
cruelhybrid (12:28:21 AM): nice
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:28:56 AM): ok – bored of those
cruelhybrid (12:30:11 AM): next time you speak with steven, ask him if kissing is ok
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:30:31 AM): I already know the answer to that one – tried it already
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:30:33 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (12:30:37 AM): fuck
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:30:42 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:30:44 AM): I know
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:30:56 AM): he said he thinks of it as more personal than sex
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:31:16 AM): and I didn’t dare to even joke that sex should be ok, then
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:31:17 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (12:31:31 AM): omg
cruelhybrid (12:32:19 AM): i dont know that could be possible cuz if we were to sleep together we would be kissing ALOT
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:32:52 AM): yeah – that is why I wouldn’t get too specific with him
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:33:15 AM): however, we did get on the topic of what I would like to/want to do with you –
cruelhybrid (12:33:38 AM): this should be good
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:34:03 AM): he was asking me if I wanted sex or if kissing and “dry humping” (makes me laugh when he says that) would be an option
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:34:18 AM): I told him that whatever restrictions he wanted to place would be fine
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:34:58 AM): so – the plan is that you can’t be such a “charmer” when you meet him – so he won’t feel threatened
cruelhybrid (12:35:20 AM): how so
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:35:20 AM): I think there are two main reasons why he won’t go for it right now
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:36:01 AM): The main one in his mind is the one I told you about before: he’s home in 2 weeks and he wants all that pent up energy to be his
cruelhybrid (12:36:20 AM): understandable
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:36:22 AM): but his other main worry is that he’s thinking – what could you have that he doesn’t
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:36:47 AM): could I, if allowed to sleep with you, be convinced to leave him
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:37:06 AM): That is the major one we face for after his R&R
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:37:18 AM): if he doesn’t feel that I will leave him – he may be ok with it
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:37:41 AM): but then again – he is only gone for 4 months (as opposed to 9)
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:37:49 AM): so his thoughts may be different
cruelhybrid (12:38:07 AM): still 4 months is a long time
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:38:29 AM): I’ve been trying to down play my desires as much as possible these past conversations because I know that is threatening too
cruelhybrid (12:38:46 AM): and how long will he home for after that
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:38:55 AM): after the 4 months
cruelhybrid (12:39:00 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:39:07 AM): guaranteed 1.5 years or something
cruelhybrid (12:39:25 AM): only about a year and half?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:40:02 AM): yeah – if the war is still going on, then he can be legally deployed again in 18 months
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:40:12 AM): doesn’t mean that he WILL be
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:40:17 AM): but the possibility is there
cruelhybrid (12:40:21 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:41:02 AM): by then – your girlfriend will be benefiting from all this talk
cruelhybrid (12:41:19 AM): yeah will see
cruelhybrid (12:41:28 AM): we’ll
cruelhybrid (12:41:33 AM): *
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:41:54 AM): I have told Steven that our flirting has gotten more physical – with touching and stuff – but I didn’t get into specifics
cruelhybrid (12:42:22 AM): oh good
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:42:29 AM): I just don’t want him to hear something from someone while he’s home that I didn’t tell him and have him question EVERYTHING
cruelhybrid (12:42:48 AM): that would be bad
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:43:20 AM): if that was going to happen – I’d say hell with it and go all the way because I’d be losing the trust I’m trying so hard to keep
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:43:25 AM): yeah – that would be
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:43:43 AM): which is why – no kissing – bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad
cruelhybrid (12:44:04 AM):
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:44:24 AM): but I also don’t want him to tell me to STOP hanging out with you – that would be bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:44:37 AM): so – he has to like you, but not be threatened by you
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:45:10 AM): I wonder if we were to have a 3-some before you leave for Alaska, if he would allow us to sleep together when he leaves again…
cruelhybrid (12:45:20 AM): I would be so insanely pissed off I dont know what I would do if that happened
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:45:31 AM): yeah – same here
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:45:43 AM): I have no idea what I’d do
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:45:50 AM): no – I do know
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:46:02 AM): I’d act like he would if I made that command
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:46:06 AM): do it anyway
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:46:56 AM): I can’t stand one of his friends – CANNOT stand him – he’s a moocher, a problem starter, and is a motivator to drive drunk and all that crap
cruelhybrid (12:46:58 AM): well im glad about that
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:47:08 AM): and Steven insists on hanging out with him
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:47:49 AM): he knows, by now, that isn’t an option
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:47:55 AM): he’s only done that with one other person
cruelhybrid (12:48:30 AM): what happened with that
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:48:35 AM): and that was a “friend with benefits” I had before him
cruelhybrid (12:48:45 AM): nice
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:49:59 AM): I told the guy that I couldn’t hang out with him alone for a little bit – until Steven felt comfortable – but I could still talk to him and he could come with Steven and I or whatever
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:50:10 AM): but, that was when I was young and dumb
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:50:14 AM): won’t happen again
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:50:40 AM): he stopped talking to me – but I know everything about him because he’s Steven’s cousin’s friend
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:50:41 AM): haha
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:51:15 AM): it was a weird situation and totally different than this one
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:52:07 AM): because I initially wanted more from Shawn (the friends with benefits), but he said he wasn’t ready for a relationship or whatever
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:52:27 AM): then, when I met Steven and told Shawn we couldn’t have sex anymore
cruelhybrid (12:52:30 AM): well he missed out
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:52:56 AM): he tried to make Steven look bad
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:53:13 AM): then, told Steven’s cousin he thought he made a mistake
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:54:05 AM): I think the fact that Steven knew I wanted to date Shawn and he also knew that Shawn was trying to slander him – he didn’t trust him
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:54:23 AM): But- he has never demanded I stop seeing anyone before
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:54:37 AM): So, I believe that will be a non-issue
cruelhybrid (12:54:49 AM): i hope so
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:54:52 AM): are you getting tired?
cruelhybrid (12:55:20 AM): ive been tired for some time now but that never changes
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:55:36 AM): no help from me, of course
cruelhybrid (12:55:47 AM): this is like our best conversation yet
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:55:53 AM): why?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:55:59 AM): what do you like about it?
cruelhybrid (12:56:18 AM): well at first anyway
cruelhybrid (12:56:32 AM): and now im learning new things about you
cruelhybrid (12:57:44 AM): so how do you propose I not act like a charmer
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:57:54 AM): I have no idea
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:57:56 AM): haha
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:58:21 AM): Here’s the typical Steven BBQ:
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:58:54 AM): his guy friends surround him while he’s BBQ-ing, drinking a beer, and smoking a cigar
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:59:08 AM): I go in and out of the scene usually
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:59:24 AM): because they talk about stuff I’ve heard a million times
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (12:59:29 AM): but, I imagine
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:01:13 AM): if I’m around and he sees that he is getting my attention – other than being polite to the other people there – then he may see that while I am attracted to you and wish I could do some great and awesome and fun things to you in the car, bedroom, or bathroom – WHEREVER – that I will still stay married to him
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:02:05 AM): all this will ease him of any threats he may feel
cruelhybrid (1:02:16 AM): lets hope
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:02:39 AM): god – I’d go for anything right now
cruelhybrid (1:03:24 AM): as much as I want you and divorce is not something I want for you
cruelhybrid (1:03:49 AM): I wont let that happen
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:04:14 AM): ever since there was a small chance that I could get permission to have sex with you – I’ve been imagining it
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:04:21 AM): I think that is what got me in trouble
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:04:33 AM): and I have no freaking clue how it even came up
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:04:44 AM): but it did and I think I sounded to eager
cruelhybrid (1:05:03 AM): well duh
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:05:44 AM): I wish I would have told him you were gay
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:06:08 AM): wait – no I don’t – don’t want to lie – but this would so be different
cruelhybrid (1:06:08 AM): do you think he would have gone for that
cruelhybrid (1:06:45 AM): yes you do
cruelhybrid (1:07:04 AM): wishing and wanting are 2 very different things
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:07:30 AM): if I had said that you were curious what it would be like with a female and I expressed interestin being that female – he might have been fine
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:07:41 AM): you’re right wishing and wanting are two different things
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:08:49 AM): My god – I even had a date in mind for having our little fling because I was so sure Steven was going to say yes
cruelhybrid (1:09:02 AM): wow
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:09:07 AM): this is why I let me guard down and was SO disappointed when he said no
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:09:22 AM): yeah –
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:09:41 AM): if you remember, Matt was away for a work last week
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:10:04 AM): and I was talking to Steven about it on Friday of last week (the last night Matt was going to be away)
cruelhybrid (1:10:08 AM): DAMN DAMN DAMN
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:10:20 AM): and he was waivering then
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:10:27 AM): and told me he wanted to sleep on i
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:10:29 AM): it
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:10:48 AM): and I had said – but it’s good timing now because Matt is gone
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:11:06 AM): but he brought up the point that if we wanted it, we could find a place and time
cruelhybrid (1:11:23 AM): yep
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:11:47 AM): but another thought came to mind – Matt is going on a camping trip next weekend (not that I would have waited that long to make a move)
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:12:12 AM): but that is so what we could have done all next Friday
cruelhybrid (1:12:35 AM): DDDDDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNN
cruelhybrid (1:12:40 AM): hehe
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:12:47 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:12:50 AM): tell me about it
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:13:01 AM): I even asked if he was ok with you and I in our bed
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:13:09 AM): and he said it didn’t bother him one bit
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:13:14 AM): so FREAKING close
cruelhybrid (1:13:18 AM): really
cruelhybrid (1:13:23 AM): fuck
cruelhybrid (1:13:26 AM): fuck
cruelhybrid (1:13:30 AM): tudlkd
cruelhybrid (1:13:32 AM): faljkdfa;ldskjfasd
cruelhybrid (1:13:44 AM): 
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:13:48 AM): but, it was the fact that he is sooooo close to coming home that stalled him
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:13:52 AM):
cruelhybrid (1:14:36 AM): we should have said that the sooner we sleep together the less attached we would be
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:14:50 AM): um – he’s not dumb
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:14:51 AM): sorry
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:14:56 AM): that would not have worked
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:14:57 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (1:15:10 AM): i didnt say he was
cruelhybrid (1:15:22 AM): so think about it
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:15:23 AM): I know –
cruelhybrid (1:15:40 AM): we have had all this time to get to know each other
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:15:59 AM): hmmm – true
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:16:27 AM): but I’d take the friendship
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:16:36 AM): if I had a choice
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:16:40 AM): it will last longer
cruelhybrid (1:16:55 AM): yes this is true
cruelhybrid (1:17:28 AM): even tho I want you more than anything or anyone else on the planet right now
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:17:49 AM): of course, cuz it can’t happen right now
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:18:32 AM): as soon as you can have me (IF that ever is the case) then I’ll be a little less desirable – not saying you would turn me down, but the urgency wouldn’t be there
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:18:42 AM): trust me, I know what you’re feeling
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:19:09 AM): I so wish I was playing with you right now
cruelhybrid (1:19:32 AM): me too
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:19:35 AM): I wish I had permission and have had permission since we started talking about this and was just trying to drive you mad
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:19:39 AM): haha
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:19:54 AM): then, this would actually be a little bit more fun
cruelhybrid (1:20:00 AM): but you wouldnt be any less desirable
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:20:06 AM): no?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:20:10 AM): you don’t think so?
cruelhybrid (1:20:23 AM): not you me
cruelhybrid (1:21:21 AM): the only thing that would make you less disirable to me would if i met someone else could make me feel like you do
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:22:18 AM): ah, honey, and I hope that happens for you – but not before I have you first … if I can
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:22:32 AM): 
cruelhybrid (1:22:47 AM): god your going to make me cry
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:22:55 AM): why?
cruelhybrid (1:23:26 AM): just the thought of having you is maddening
cruelhybrid (1:23:49 AM): and the thought of not having you us unbearable
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:24:25 AM): I’m trying to make it happen – I really am
cruelhybrid (1:24:34 AM): i know
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:24:43 AM): I’ve even stopped bringing it up to Steven
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:25:07 AM): hoping he’ll continue to bring it up and “feel” ok with it again
cruelhybrid (1:25:14 AM): good plan
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:25:42 AM): I thought so
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:26:14 AM): jeez, now I’m planning on ways to manipulate my husband into allowing me to sleep with someone else
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:26:24 AM): bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad
cruelhybrid (1:26:38 AM): we are so going to hell
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:26:47 AM): haha
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:27:13 AM): well, he said that other people thinking I’m good looking makes him feel good
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:27:26 AM): I guess he got more than he bargained for with you
cruelhybrid (1:27:40 AM): yep
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:28:07 AM): all things considered – your Alaska trip comes at a perfect time
cruelhybrid (1:28:07 AM): my thought is
cruelhybrid (1:28:16 AM): yes it does
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:28:21 AM): what is your thought?
cruelhybrid (1:28:27 AM): is
cruelhybrid (1:29:17 AM): if i am able to keep you happy while he is away then you can make him EVEN happier when he is home
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:29:52 AM): yeah – but here is an honest concern of mine
cruelhybrid (1:30:08 AM): yea
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:30:33 AM): what if my desire for you takes over for my desire for him when comes home? I already told him that won’t be possible, but … I’m not so sure
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:30:42 AM): I can have him – I can’t have you
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:30:59 AM): another really good reason you will be unavailable during the time he’s home
cruelhybrid (1:31:21 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:31:22 AM): that was really honest – and scary
cruelhybrid (1:31:55 AM): i cant say that i havent thought that as well
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:32:32 AM): I just can’t let it effect me- if it happens.
cruelhybrid (1:33:25 AM): truth to tell and im going to be completley frank
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:33:31 AM): yes
cruelhybrid (1:34:01 AM): i do want you to leave him for me
cruelhybrid (1:34:05 AM): but
cruelhybrid (1:34:20 AM): i dont want to do that to him or you
cruelhybrid (1:34:50 AM): i couldnt live with myself if i did that
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:34:51 AM): I can understand that feeling – of course
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:35:26 AM): you’re sort of the “other guy” and that is why I’m staying as honest as I can with both of you
cruelhybrid (1:35:28 AM): i know what that would do to me and i dont want that for anyone
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:35:50 AM): I don’t want to hurt anyone – you, him, or me
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:36:35 AM): that is why I asked you the other night to tell me if it all gets to be too much
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:36:48 AM): if you ever want to not hang out or whatever – let me know
cruelhybrid (1:36:59 AM): yeah right
cruelhybrid (1:37:09 AM): like i said…
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:37:18 AM): I can understand that this could get a little emotionally dicey
cruelhybrid (1:38:03 AM): no matter how much i get hurt its a price i am more than willing to pay to spen what time i can with you
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:38:24 AM): ok – now you’re going to make me cry
cruelhybrid (1:38:36 AM): sorry
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:38:41 AM): no don’t be
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:38:49 AM): that was sweet
cruelhybrid (1:39:19 AM): its just not fair
cruelhybrid (1:39:30 AM): of course life never is
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:39:40 AM): I just want him to like you
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:39:54 AM): maybe even have a 3some before you leave for Alaska
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:40:12 AM): then get permission to sleep with you on my own whenever we want after he leaves again
cruelhybrid (1:40:39 AM): that would be perfect
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:40:44 AM): asking for a little much, huh? getting greedy
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:40:46 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (1:40:54 AM): 
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:41:07 AM): ok – so moving on to a more “fun” scenario
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:41:11 AM): what would you do if
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:41:49 AM): we called you late one night and told you to get over here as soon as possible if you want that 3some?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:42:21 AM): would you drop everything to come – even if you had to work REALLY early the next morning?
cruelhybrid (1:42:47 AM): as long as it didnt get awkward then HELL YES
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:43:06 AM): I think it’s going to be awkward at first anyhow
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:43:14 AM): but that is what alcohol is for
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:43:17 AM): I’m only kidding
cruelhybrid (1:43:21 AM): true
cruelhybrid (1:43:44 AM): it might be needed for added courage
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:44:01 AM): hmmm – maybe the night of the BBQ – - –
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:44:08 AM): there will be plenty of alcohol
cruelhybrid (1:44:31 AM): if you want to see if you can get him to do that
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:44:37 AM): and I know Steven and I will be drinking b/c it is our house
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:45:00 AM): my only discouraging thought is Matt –
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:45:18 AM): but who knows – he could make plans and be gone that night…
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:45:52 AM): you have to stay later than you did at the bday bbq, though
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:46:02 AM): it may take some encouragement
cruelhybrid (1:46:03 AM): well yeah
cruelhybrid (1:46:30 AM): we will see how he takes to me
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:46:51 AM): I’ll know pretty quickly his thoughts
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:47:17 AM): you and I just have to behave ourselves at the bbq
cruelhybrid (1:47:32 AM): that wont be a problem
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:47:40 AM): not only for Steven’s sake, but because his whol freaking family will be there –
cruelhybrid (1:47:51 AM): umm…duh
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:47:56 AM): haha
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:47:58 AM):
cruelhybrid (1:48:06 AM):
cruelhybrid (1:48:23 AM): whats his favorite alcohole
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:48:32 AM): vodka
cruelhybrid (1:48:35 AM): alcohol*
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:48:41 AM): oh – new subject for a second
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:48:56 AM): if you want to bring some of that beer on the limo trip – please do
cruelhybrid (1:49:05 AM): oh ok
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:49:17 AM): the limo company provides some sort of beer, but it may not be anything you’re interested in
cruelhybrid (1:49:28 AM): im not sure how much i have tho
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:49:41 AM): you dont have to bring enough to share
cruelhybrid (1:49:54 AM): well i want you to have some too
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:49:57 AM): just a thought so you’ll have something other than the harder stuff to drink
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:50:03 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:50:05 AM): I’ll try it
cruelhybrid (1:50:18 AM): well i dont have to wake up early remember
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:50:24 AM): I don’t think very many of the guys that are going drink beer
cruelhybrid (1:50:36 AM): thats right
cruelhybrid (1:50:44 AM): they like fruity drinks
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:50:51 AM): so – it’s you and Chris Evans
cruelhybrid (1:50:52 AM):
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:50:56 AM): and I’ll taste some
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:51:06 AM): I think the rest are all fruity drinkers
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:51:19 AM): or Vodka/Tequilia drinkers
cruelhybrid (1:51:28 AM): in all senses of the word right?
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:51:38 AM): of course
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:51:45 AM): no other straight people except you and me
cruelhybrid (1:52:31 AM): anyways i will bring some grey goose or something for him at the bbq that might help
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:52:41 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:52:48 AM): that’ll be a nice jester
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:53:08 AM): although, he may be automatically suspicious that you’re buttering him up
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:53:17 AM): hahaha
cruelhybrid (1:53:17 AM): i cant win
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:53:51 AM): it’s sort of a weird position to be in
cruelhybrid (1:54:00 AM): well ill bring it anyway and hope for the best i guess
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:54:14 AM): he likes stolis the most
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:54:16 AM): I believe
cruelhybrid (1:54:30 AM): so a stolichnaya
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:54:39 AM): yup
cruelhybrid (1:54:55 AM): any peticular flavor or just regular
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:55:16 AM): actually – this will help him realize that we do talk about him / which means we think about him
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:55:23 AM): um – vanilla
cruelhybrid (1:55:34 AM): eew
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:55:37 AM): I’ll be sure to grab some vanilla coke too
cruelhybrid (1:55:44 AM): eewww
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:55:51 AM): it’s something from his past
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:55:52 AM): I know
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:55:58 AM): I don’t like it either
cruelhybrid (1:56:06 AM): i had that once ugh
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:56:10 AM): but I got that for him for x-mas one year
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:56:16 AM): he loves it
cruelhybrid (1:56:24 AM): well there you go
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:56:41 AM): yeah
cruelhybrid (1:56:43 AM): vanilla vodka and coke are good
cruelhybrid (1:56:54 AM): not the other way around
cruelhybrid (1:57:08 AM): ive had both
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:57:23 AM): I see
cruelhybrid (1:57:31 AM): well
cruelhybrid (1:57:54 AM): im going to let you go seeing as i have to get up in three hours
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:58:07 AM): oh – I sent you an actual evite to the bbq
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:58:17 AM): I don’t know if you saw that or not
cruelhybrid (1:58:17 AM): ok cool
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:58:21 AM): ok
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:58:23 AM): yeah
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:58:28 AM): you need sleep
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:58:41 AM): can’t have you going all narco on me at the movies
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:58:49 AM):
cruelhybrid (1:58:49 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (1:59:04 AM): but wait
cruelhybrid (1:59:09 AM): if i do
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (1:59:22 AM): yeah…
cruelhybrid (1:59:33 AM): then
cruelhybrid (1:59:47 AM): i cant control where i lean can i;)
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:00:04 AM): haha – I knew there was something coming out of that
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:00:09 AM): haha
cruelhybrid (2:00:40 AM): well maybe i can just put my arm around you and that it
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:01:30 AM):
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:01:43 AM): holding hands with you is nice too
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:01:58 AM): and grabbing your leg
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:02:00 AM): and…
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:02:04 AM): ok – g’nite
cruelhybrid (2:02:06 AM): if you would prefer that
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:02:06 AM):
cruelhybrid (2:02:23 AM): good night sweetheart
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:02:28 AM): nope, no preference
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:02:54 AM): sweet dreams, honey
cruelhybrid (2:03:13 AM): you better believe it
cruelhybrid (2:03:24 AM): sweetheart
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:03:39 AM):
cruelhybrid (2:03:56 AM): 
cruelhybrid (2:04:17 AM): good nite
lv4tigers@sbcglobal.net (2:04:25 AM): good night
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